No one that I can really throw my rubbish to. Better not, I know. So I've chosen here. Welcome back, I said to myself. This is actually my first blog after such a long time but posted later than previous one. Written on 25th Feb, 1 month and 10 days after broken up, I'm not counting, but randomly realised by the time I'm writing. Frankly speaking, our memories cross my mind for a couple of time. I always have the same thought, what is the couple doing at this point of time. I have been acting too intellectual which sounds so not me. I'm a very emotional person, but acted intellectually this time. What does it mean? I have starting with song listening, doing things alone, enjoying. I found a song that best fitted our scenario, Lee Hom's 你不在. Understand each and every word of the song and you will get me. I don't know why a 6.5 years relationship would end up this way. I don't get why I would be an anonymous to you after such a long relationship. But I know it is a best decision to choose to end our friendship at this point when you have gotten into a new relationship, shouldn't forget to mention, 10 days after we ended. The Vietnam coffee from you, might have ended up with my subordinates' mug instead of mine. I'm no longer interested in that anymore. Thanks to you.
After coming this far, the most memorable phrase to me was "I couldn't afford at the moment, please wait until I have succeeded then I'll consider our relationship again". So now I was fooled? Friends, when guy wanna leave you, don't believe on whatever reason given, all these will never be reasonable, simply just because they want to leave. As you know, when people wanna work it out, there is always a solution. Else, no matter how good you're, still we are heading to the dead end. Always remember, there will never be an end if you treat your beloved the same no matter how far you have gone.
Okay, now, I am single and available again. You've 高富帥 to intro? I don't need 帥 though.
Actually i have many things to write before i come. But dunno why, every time when i come to cc, sure my memory all gone.. Shit.. Actually i wish i can have my own laptop here so that i can mark down everything i wish to.
Yesterday i was just back to Genting to start my another type of working life. Before this i'm a part timer, but now i'm a temporary contract worker here. yesterday when i check in to my room, i was frightened.. The room is for four person but as what i can see, the four beds were full of the bedding accessories.. WHAT HAPPEN? As i know from welfare, the room currently is only accomodated by 3persons.. who is the forth one? i have no idea and time to think this much, i have to prepare to go out for my uniform and orientation at 5pm.. at that night when i back to room again i'm shocked.. No one of them come bac yet.. OOOOoooo... SHIT... where do i going to sleep tonight?? I'm tiring, without thinking, i prepared myself to bed.. i jz simply lay on one of them.. thinking what to do later if my roommates come back..
After an hour, my roommates had back.. Oh no, there's 7persons staying in this room bcz of their rooms are dirty and uncomfortable. I was asked to share a bed with one of them. But I'd rejected since i dunno them at all. Now only i get bac my bed.. SO nice...
Today, review of my previous blogs at another website. Suddenly i thought of a song, Jacky Cheung's song, that remind me alot of my memory.. I hope to share with someone who understand, who try to understand or even they didnt understand. Maybe it's not a happy ending but what had made me had a memorable young age.. Thanks, i'll appreciate! 咖啡 by Jacky Cheung
One year after my resignation of croupier post, i bac to genting AGAIN.. working, but no longer croupier, is WAITRESS.. my frens surprise about this, "Why not dealer??", because my application being rejected and i can only apply for this.. Well, I kno these days i'm not healthy enough!! Especially someone that understand what had happened, i apologize for the worries that i'd brought to you..
ok, bac to my genting life.. everyday having break shift, morning 9am to 2pm then continue again at 6pm to 10pm.. it's tiring.. fortunately, my colleagues all are quite nice, warm working environment.. the 1 i hate the most is the HR dept.. stupid n idiot executive.. everythings follow rule by rule, PROCEDURE.. what the....!!!!!
but don worry, i'm quite happy that i have a good supervisor that concern of me always.. she knew that i m new n i wont fight with the senior staff when there is something delicious provide by the kitchen.. but she always keeps for me!! Love her so much!!!
ok.. is time to go, bac to my hostel le.. goodnight everyone... Zzzz..Zzz..
You never need to know me to understand me!! If you happened to come across my words, it's great that you found me. It is secret between us 💑👩❤️👩👨❤️👨💓💞
